Reading...reading...reading....

Just nak share my fav things to do when i got free time... n 1 thing that enyone don't know, i can't sleep without reading anything...sometimes, advertisement magazine from giant, tesco read by me....hahahahaha...n my fav author or novelis was ramli awang murshid...really love his work@ masterpiece...looks like that he done so many research before he wrote anything and sometime i got new knowledge from that...most of his novel were in my collection...here's some of that...click here ---)>>> http://www.kelabram.com/

Not in Mood

lately ni slalu sgt feel takde mood...tak tau kenapa...why?why?.....tapi kat tempat baru ni aku dpt bnyk pengalaman baru...bout work, life, people...kadang2 pikir betul ke decision before ni yg aku buat...kadang2 aku rase knowledge aku skrg tak berkembang macam dulu...takde new things yg buat aku excited utk tau banyak perkara...tak survive la katakan...but life must go on...ni keputusan yang aku dah pilih, so aku kena berani menghadapinye...kasi semangat skit tuk diri sendiri...

HaNtaRan DuRinG EnGaGeMent...

Sireh junjung

Al-Quran

Sejadah

Baju Melayu

Persalinan

Cincin

Buah-buahan

Kek

Manisan

Tak kire korg kate cantik ke tak tp aku really puas hati sebb semuanye aku buat sendiri...except sireh junjung...kreatif gak aku ni kan...hahahaha

CoUntiNg d Day...44 DaYs to Go...

44 days to go....don't know how to describe...but 4 dis time being, really feel tired to fulfil all the best thing for my day...sape lg nak buat kalau bukan aku kan?...huhuhu...now, 80% ready n only a few thing to be settled...just want to share few pic during my engagement day on 28 may 2008...almost 1 and half year...

My FaMiLy

Miss my late mum...

Other family members

D' CuTe CaTs

Huh, really love cats...but for this time being can't adopt it...huhuhu...so cute...

aMaZiNg Pic of BirDs

Received this pics from my colleaque...really like all that pics...that photographer was really pro ....

HaNtaRan

just nak share some pic about hantaran member yg aku prepare tuk die...at first die nak tempah kat mak andam die tp dorg charge rm70 utk 1 hantaran...then bile die attend wedding ina aku bwk la die shopping barang2 kat nilai n tgk brg2 decoration utk hantaran tak la semahal tu...aku pun ckp la kat die kalau prepare sendiri lagi worth it la kan...sbb mak andam tu buatkan but decoration die nak ambik...mmg la 100% tak ok pd aku...so aku pun mengoffer diri tuk tolong...just simple decoration tuk hantaran die...n kitorg decide tuk cari2 barang kat situ...almost 5 hours kt situ tp puas hati sgt...so ni la hasilnye....

KOLEKSI HANTARAN FAZILAH

Bekas cincin

Kemeja & Seluar

Kasut

Jam

Belt

Bekas bunga rampai

Nasi Ayam Penyet...

last august aku ke johor before puase sbb attend fazilah nye wedding...mls nak drive aku naik bas dr sban to johor...sampai larkin perut dh nyanyi lagu dangdut aku rase...rock pun bleh gak la...then aku singgah mkn la kat kedai area2 situ...n aku try nasi ayam penyet...skali dtg pinggan besar, cam leh mkn 2 org tp menyelarakan sungguh...still tak larat nak abis kan...

ni la nasi ayam penyet yg aku mkn...best2...leh try sesape yg blum pernah try....

MeMoRiEs.......

Just nak share some pic yg baru aku scan...bile tgk2 balik really buat aku teringt zaman kecik2...comel tak?...mestila comel...hehehehehe...puji diri sendiri...yela, sape lg nak puji kan...

WeDding PrePaRaTiOn.....

lagi 80 hr je tinggal tuk that day...pening jugak kepala ni nak pikir...so far semua dh ok tinggal nak tempah souvenir tuk org2 yg dtg....dh ade idea tp blum nak tmph lg...then nak share some info...12 sept hr tu dh pegi kajang tuk tempah baju sanding kat weddings galore...dh area pkl 4 sampai rumah julie...just nak ambik ukuran n discuss skit2 ngan julie...so far ok n juli pun bg suggesstion die tuk kitorg yg blur2 jugak la... n desing baju tuk p'puan for sure la aku yg pilih but ade ubah2 skit tuk sesuaikan ngan keaadaan n situasi...hehehehe...ni la desing baju yg dipilih but tuka kaler gold....kain die kitorg ganti ngan songket...ok tak?

AidilFitri 2009

thn ni first time family aku beraya 5 org without mak...sedih mmg la takyah nak ckp...tp nak buat cemane...doakan mak berada di kalangan org2 solehah...n setelah bertahun2 selalunye kami sekeluarga akan blk beraya kat kg awal tp thn ni semua berubah....preparation pun ala kadar, setakat mane yg patut...aku pun tak kisah pasal baju raye mcm thn2 sebelum ni...dr hr jumaat akak aku n adik aku sibuk kemas rumah, aku cume masak tuk berbuka...hr sabtu br aku sibuk nk cr baju raya...diorg masih mengemas...sebolehnye aku taknak ade kat rumah time tu tp....then aku kena masak tuk berbuka lg sbb dorg tak hbs mengemas...ptg tu lepas ziarah kubur mak, n mlm tu aku siapkan baju aku yg dh setahun aku perap...sambil menjahit aku mmg tak tenang...serba tak kena ngan baju tu...tula baju terakhir yg mak aku potong untuk aku siapkan...bile teringat kat arwah tu yg buat semangat aku nak siapkan....dkt pkl 1.30 baru aku tido, selalunye kejap jer aku blh siapkan baju selai tp kali ni mmg lame...akak aku tk tido lagi...aku pun tido after dh perap daging tuk masak esok hr...kul 4.30 aku jage tgk akak aku tgh masak nasi tomato n ayam masak merah...aku pun sambung goreng daging...nak buat daging dendeng...ayah aku yg request...then akak aku masuk tido, aku sengsorang siapkan kat dapur...pkl 7 dh siap semua...aku tak dpt tido dh...leh smbg online facebook kejap...pagi raye tu family mak long dtg rumah...b4 kitorg nak balik johor...on d way nak blk johor singgah alor gajah n bindu skjp...dlm kul 6 br sampai....mlm gi beraya rmh mak dib....thn ni dpt ziarah bnyk rumah jugak la...b4 ni kurang sbb mak tak sihat so nak beraya pun tak berapa sgt sbb selalu mak tinggal...n raye thn ni mmg terasa sgt kekosongannye ...tgk org lain mmg terasa ade something yg missing...al-fatihah tuk arwah mak

Pearl Haya Membership

Just nak share an exciting story...last week dh join jd membersip pearl haya...collecton tuung excsive utk muslimah...cantik2n material die brkualiti...walaupun belum pernah pakai tudung tu, tp disebabkan pemintaan tinggi kat ofis, terus join jd mmbr utk staff kat ofis request...bermula n tolong2 org bawak, then jualan mnggalakan n terus la jual n jon member...dpt la duit raye skit....sespe berminat leh la tgk website www.pearlhaya.com

IFTAR SKKGV

Sabtu lepas 12.9.09 first time after 14 years, sy join reunion sek rendah...wah, jgn main2 sek ren pun ade reunion...thanx to badri n safura yg organized that event...buka puasa @ allson klana resort...dh lame tak jumpe mesaing...time tu kire cam jejak kasih jugak la...semua pun dh keje best2...tak sangka yg dulu kenal time zaman berhingus, skrg ade yg dh jadi doktor, pharmacist, engineer, akauntan, mcm2 la....yg dh khwin for sure la ade kan...tp respect btul pada semua ex-georgian yg bagi full support...buffet kat situ mmg puas hati...per head rm48 n menu2 die semua mmg berbaloi...walaupun penat hr tu sbb dr siang mmg dh ade program sendiri tp sbb semangat nk jumpe member2 lame tu berkobar2...terus gagahkan jugak...hihihihi...just nak share some pic yg sempat sy curik dr dorang...tak bawak camera time tu....

RaMaDhan CoMes AgAIn

2 day to go for all muslims for ramadhan n then syawal...i don't know how I n my family want to celebrate without my mom...i don't have feeling to celebrate raye...all tak prepare...everyone can say i have them to share with but i sure who have face it know more about it...without someone that we love so much...how i can face it....i try to be strong bit no one know deep in my heart i feel lonely...every time back to hometown i can see place where my mom always be... it make my heart so sad....i also don't know to face it on my nikah day...without her to support me....Ya ALLAH...help me to be strong to face it...ALLAHUAKBAR

CoUnTiNg DaYs - 151 DaYs To Go....

dh kena start counting days kan...bukan tak sabar2 tp pikir ape lagi yg termiss tuk preparation...rase sume macam ok...butik tuk pelamin baju dh tempah...photographer ngan vidoe pun dh ok...just utk card & khemah still cari lagi...pening jugak nak pikir bile sume kena settlekan sendiri...it's ok...buat pelan2...nak citer skit last week nye story...plan weekend tu nak cari kasut for hantaran tuk lelaki...then dpt call dr ayah die nak gi berurut...so kitorg tak balik rumah dulu...pilih2 kasut yg berkenan takde size la...stok hbs la...uish...then lastly capai gakla kasut dr cardin...fuh...mahal tul kasut lelaki...then kitorg gi parkson sbb perut dh tak thn...dh kul 4 ptg la katekan...after makan tu jalan2 la kat situ...then ade la beberapa barang yg terbekenan...harga pun ok coz tgh discount mega sales...hehehe...then kitorg sepakat tuk beli la ape2 yg dh terbekenan tu....sempat la sambar kasut utk ku...walaupun hari tu die dh belikan 1...tp yg ni lg ok...then die kate yg hari tu pakai jer la coz yg beli hr tu pierre carding n leather...hm ade 30% discount...then kitorg proceed cr handbang...ade la 3 choice n at last die yg decide tuk ambik carlo rino nye brands..a.de discount 20%...ingtkan nak stop kat situ jer...skali terlalu dpn john master nye brand die berkenan bagpack yg jadi gift tu...puchased 200 above dpt bagpack n puchase 300 above dpt travelling bag...so terus decide beli seluar n kemeja tuk die semata2 nak bagpack...huhhu...bile kire2 balik kat 1000 gak la hbs...ok la, at least certain barang dh settle....

For My Late Mak

Setiap kali jumaat datang for sure aku akan sedih bile teringatkan 1 may 2009...Dgn sendiri aku tak dpt thn air mata aku tuk jatuh...aku rindu ngan mak...satu ketika dulu aku bknla anak yg rapat ngan mak aku...mungkin org kata 'panas'...sb hr lair aku btl2 sehari selepas mak...n org pun slalu kte aku ni degil...ye, aku pun mengaku...dulu kalau dkt u, 3 bulan aku tak blk rmh pun mak mcm tak kisah...tp 1 insiden yg tibe2 boleh buat mak btl2 rapat ngan aku...time tu thn 2005, aku sem 7 n praktikal...so aku duk rumah sbb sykt tu dkt dgn rumah...time tu mak aku start sakit...sepanjang die sakit aku dpt rase mcm mane perasaan die...kesian tp mak agak degil utk pegi hospital...macam2 dh cube...aku hbs praktikal ujung bulan 11 tu kitorg balik kg kat b.pahat. time tu mak dh agak teruk...nak jln mcm tak boleh...sume org pujuk nak ajak die pegi hospital die taknak...aku mmg dh slalu kena marah kalau nak ajak die gi hospital...then bile pak ngah pujuk die nak pegi...mlm tu pkl 12.30 mak aku masuk wad....lepas keluar dr emergency room...wad time tu penuh, mak aku diletakkan tgh2 row utk tunggu siang....then dr masuk ubat terus die rase nak buang air....die nak bgn agak susah, dekat situ jugak die terlepas...then mak rase mcm malu...die suruh aku lap...dgn tisu aku lapkan sbb kitorg baru n tak tau nak mintak tolong cleaner sbb time tu dh pkl 2 pagi...time tu aku tgk mak nangis bile tgk aku mengelap...aku ckp takpe...then aku dh salinkan die baju sume aku suruh die tido...tp die tak dpt tido...then pagi tu baru mak dpt katil yg selesa...selama 1 minggu aku dpt peluang jaga die sbb adik beradik yg lain tgh nak exam...dpt aku merasa mandikan die,tukakan pampers die, n macam2 la...lepas keluar wad, mak aku sihat cam biase...tp nurse pun tak percaya sbb time masuk wad tu berat die 70 kg n time keluar tu berat die 37kg jer...dkt nak 4 baldi air keluar dr badan die...n the result dr tak dpt kesan sakit ape...after tu mmg berulang ke hospital jer la...every month kena balik b.pht...then thn 2006 skali lg mak aku masuk wad utk sakit yg same...time tu raya...raya kat hospital la kitorg...last skali mak masuk wad thn 2007...time tu pun raya haji...kesian tgk die, dh mcm2 dr cek tp still result mak aku sihat...setiap kali mak masuk wad mmg kitorg adik beradik yg jaga...gilir2...n aku respect semua adik beradik aku, semua mmg best bile jage mak...semua penah berpeluang mandikan die, salinkan die pampers n semua la...thn 2007 tu skt mak paling teruk sbb die tak blh jalan lgsg...sampai ayah belikan kerusi roda...n alhamdulillah lepas tu mak sihat...sampai la hr aku tunang tu mak pun nampak hepi jer...lepas tu aku jadik rapat dgn mak....kalau aku tak balik rumah mmg die bising...
Lepas mak meninggal org ade tanye ade ape2 tanda ker...aku terdiam...sbb aku dh perasan cuma takut nak sebut...3 bulan sblm die meniggal die marah betul kat aku sbb sebulan tak balik...bkn taknak blk tp aku sibuk tuka keje baru, nak cari rumah, pindah rumah n angkat barang...sampai aku call die taknak ckp...merajuk teruk jugak la sampai aku rase tension sgt...n aku ade terlepas ckp kat tunang aku mak mcm lain...die kate aku merepek...bnyk tanda2 tp aku diamkan jer...then, mmg betul pun ape yg aku rase dr hr tu...time aku blk rumah tu die ok jer..blh gelak2...marah kejap jer...tp hati aku mmg tak boleh nak nafikan aku rase lain...
Last week mase bawak ayah pegi rumah best friend die, pakcik tu kate muka aku yg seiras ngan arwah mak...aku jadi sebak...ayah kate mungkin sbb birthday kitorg seahri jer beza, mak 24 ogos n aku 25 ogos... dan aku jer sorg anak die yg menyusu badan, yg lain2 tak...n ayah pun ckp aku yg bnyk ikut perangai mak, n mewarisi ape yg mak aku suke buat mcm menjahit, sume2 tu la...buat aku rase rindu sgt kat mak....al-fatihah utk mak....

Tag-O-Rama

as promised, now, with full of responsibility, complete the tag-o-rama, requested by my fwenz...

♥ 7 Facts about Me ♥
* Love to go window shopping sengsorang...takde org nak marah...
* Never come in my mind to be an accountant...rase cam nak jd policewoman dulu...hahahaha
* Realized that I love turquoise colour when I'm used it on my engagement day...
* Realized that I will married in another 6 months...with someone yg mmg tak terfikir la....huhuhu
* I want to buy the new Honda City 2009.. SO BADLY...
* I'm underpaid...sungguh tak puas ati...
* I 1 year old as a fiancee for Mohd Norazmi..wink

♥ 7 Things that Scare Me in the World ♥
* Tikusssss...eiiiyakkkkssss
* Losing 1 of my family members...and it really happen
* Involved in accident...mintak simpang
* Tinggal sengsorang...sangan bowink...
* Peragut @ pembunuh @ perogols..
* Jobless...mnyk utang nak kena settle tau...
* Terdampar kat pulau sengsorang...selamatkan lah daku...

♥ 7 Current Favourite Songs ♥
*Firehouse - I Live My Life For You
*Firehouse - When I Look Into Your Eyes
*Letto - Sandaran Hati...Really touching
*Letto - Ruang Rindu
*Melly - Gantung
*Rossa - Ayat2 Cinta
*Inayah - tak tau lagu sape

♥ 7 Words Mostly I Said ♥
*Ek..
*Hello / Bye
*Cane ek
*Mengong
*Mmmm
*Jap ek
*ooooo

♥ 7 Valuable Things for Me ♥
My Familee...
My Fiancee...
Real True frens...
M y Car...
Money...Of Coz
My House...incoming, yeah before i'm 30...
My Job...

♥ 7 First Time in My Life ♥
*Buy my 1st car on 12 Oct 2007.
*First time work as Sales assistant 2 at parkson grand SP...children dept...tak sesuwai...
*First time falling love when I'm 16...
*Got the best student award for SPM in economic subject...subject that i hate...hahahaha
*First time being emcee at UiTM - for Silat Cekak Hanafi Kebangsaan event...lepas tu laku jd emcee...
*First time bought my handphone during matriks, gune duit elaun....
*1st date started i can't meet my mum on 1st May 2009....really miss her...

♥ 7 “Lucky” Peeps That Need to Waste Their Time Doing This ♥

Miss my MAK...

satu cerita yg akan buat aku sedih selalu...puas aku kumpul kekuatan tuk tulis sesuatu tp sampai skrg msh tak kuat lg...all this started on 1 mei 2009...3 day leave, I've plan to go to johor with my fiancee to settle up anything for our wedding on dec...kebetulan mak die ade dtg kl, so skali bawak nak anta balik la...on thursday tu hati mmg tak sedap tp tak tau la nak describe camane...then dr rawang kitorg bertolak pkl 6...sampai kat exit tol seremban rasa mmg nak singgah tp tak singgah2...kitorg teruskan jln sbb nak kejar waktu solat jumaat...then singgah sekejap kt air hitam...exit jer tol air hitam dpt call dr along, suara mmg cemas sgt...suruh aku balik seremban...mak pengsan...menggigil aku...then x sampai 1 minit dpt call balik mak dah takde...tak tau nak decsribe cemane...rase bercelaru sgt...aku terdiam tp air mata mmg dh tak blh thn...sampai tol kulai pusing balik nak balik seremban...mula2 my fiancee drive tp aku mmg tak tenang...suruh die turun n aku drive balik...bwk laju betul...ayah call banyak kali suruh aku drive carefully...tp mmg susah aku nak describe sbb sambil drive airmata aku tak berenti...nanti sambung...tak blh nak smbg...blm cukup kuat lagi...

HaVe FuN wiTh ReAdiNg

Last week i got 2 days mc on thursday n friday....on saturday i go to ou...my boo ask me to go with him...he wanna find a book regarding forex...i just follow...after take a lunch (just can eat a bit).. we go to popular...spent time to find book there...then i found a new novel wrote by fav writer...ramlee...i take tthat book and he still didn't know the best book to buy...so i help him (as usual)...then we decide to buy that book...forex resolution wrote by Peter Rosenstreich...my novel (Mikhail)...already finished that book in 1 day...best....

WeDdinGs-GaLoRe

just wanna continue last post bout my wedding, as i said before, i already booked the boutique for my wedding... weddings-galore boutique located at kajang.... and i wanna with u last weekend when they join the wedding fair at putrajaya...the 'pelamin'they advertise to all.... so nice n simple...like it very much...

Wedding Fair

Just nak share, last weekend ade wedding fair kat picc...aku pegi ngan izi,along, nyah n abg...bnyk gak buik yg join...senang coz semua de, butik, gift, n mcm2 la...then ade pertunjukan pengantin2 dr setiap negeri siap ngan pelamin masing2...best sgt....then yg bestnye, aku pi singgah satu booth jual home made jam...then ade org suruh aku pos n ckp2 ngan org kedai tu utk ambik gmbr...aku pun ikut jer la...dh hbs tu baru perasan org tv3...hahahahaha...tak pasal2 kadik model jap...n the best thing, aku dh book butik for my wedding...mmg berbaloi...cantik n mmg puas ati sgt dgn price n ape pakej yg die offer...nak tau detail leh la tgk pages die... weddings-galore.fotopages.com....

MoviE TiMe

Last thursday i spent my time with my fiancee to watch movie...almost 6 months we all did not spent time for that...we watch gang movie...aka upin & ipin...a nice movie that call we back to the village...so nice and i love it so much...chaiyok las copaque to produce movie like this...i'll support you for your next movie...so for anyone that doesn't spent time to watch that...better go...

I'm Back

i think almost 1 month i've doesn't post anything in my blog...not so busy but limited time...huh...today i started to schedule up my time after 3 months it become so messy...difficult to story n thanx to all my friends that help me so much....the new year with new job, new environment, new place n lucky for me to say now my fiance is there...work at kl and we have more time to spent together..huhu...luv it so much...

Accountant Poem

Our Birth is our Opening Balance!
Our Death is our Closing Balance!
Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets

Heart is our Current Asset
Soul is our Fixed Asset
Brain is our Fixed Deposit
Thinking is our Current Account

Achievements are our Capital
Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade
Friends are our General Reserves
Values & Behaviour are our Goodwill

Patience is our Interest Earned
Love is our Dividend
Children are our Bonus Issues
Education is Brands / Patents

Knowledge is our Investment
Experience is our Premium Account
The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately
The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award.

Some very Good and Very bad things ....
The most destructive habit.......
Worry The greatest Joy.........
Giving The greatest loss.......

Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work........
Helping others The ugliest personality trait.......
Selfishness The most endangered species..... .
Dedicated leaders Our greatest natural resource....

Our youth The greatest 'shot in the arm'........
Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome....
Fear The most effective sleeping pill.......
Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease.....

Excuses The most powerful force in life........
Love The most dangerous act......
A gossipThe world's most incredible computer....
The brain The worst thing to be without....

Hope The deadliest weapon......
The tongue The two most power-filled words.......
'I Can' The greatest asset.......
Faith The most worthless emotion....

Self- pity The most beautiful attire......
SMILE! The most prized possession..
Integrity The most powerful channel of communication.
Prayer The most contagious spirit......

Enthusiasm

Life ends; when you stop Dreaming,
Hope ends; when you stop Believing,
Love ends; when you stop Caring,
And Friendship ends; when you stop Sharing...!!!